As I steadily emerged from the cocoon of childhood, I became alert to one terrifying truth. I hated and feared snakes. The psychological demons which plagued me and fuelled my deep- seated loathing for these, and all thing Reptilia were motivated by traumatizing encounters living rent-free in the deepest confines of my consciousness. Growing up in rural Western Uganda, encounters with these slithering creatures was inevitable. However, these were no ordinary animals, no, snakes were the devil incarnate. The most diabolical villains in the world. In my mind, snakes were public enemy number one and true to the biblical curse, ever- deserving of a blow to the head.

The first encounter, a vivid, horrifying snapshot, happened when I was barely seven. I remember the oppressive humidity of our village in western Uganda, the air thick with the scent of damp earth and woodsmoke as I was playing with my sister near a rickety structure of mud and grass thatch when we saw a dark line, glistening scales, and a head raised just inches above the ground. It was a small garden snake, no bigger than a small stick but to our young minds, it was a horrifying monster, an omen of death. Our loud yells sent the entire neighbourhood scampering to our aid as the startled snake slithered away into the darkness never to be seen again. It was a moment in which I felt icy terror, cringed at a subconscious level and one whose events are forever etched in my memory.

Three years later, a second encounter with a mean-looking cobra that reared its hooded head in my path as I darted to the village stream to fetch water did little to ease the simmering tensions between reptiles and myself. Face to face with the king, I froze, only momentarily, before my fear gave to fright and my tiny legs carried me back home with neither water nor jerrycan. A few years later, when I realized that a casual swim had been shared with the common water snake the entire time, our fate, or rather, hate, was sealed. My fear of snakes wasn’t just a dislike; it was a deeply ingrained phobia, a cold, constricting dread that had roots stretching back to these early memories. These incidents weren’t just fleeting moments of fright; they burrowed deep into my psyche, cultivating an apprehension so profound it often bordered on panic attacks at the mere mention of the word ‘snake’. From then on, every rustle in the grass, every shadow in the undergrowth conjured images of slithering menace. My childhood was punctuated by these anxieties, transforming the vibrant outdoors into a landscape of potential threats.

With this solidified fear, I never imagined I’d ever hug a python, in fact, if someone had told me years ago that I’d voluntarily wrap my arms around one, feel its heavy, muscular coils drape over my shoulders, and not pass out in sheer terror, I would’ve laughed nervously and changed the subject. Yet, here I was, years later on a step of faith visit, a reluctant pilgrimage into the heart of my darkest phobia, voluntarily engaging with the very beasts that haunted my past. Yes, here I was, standing under the leafy canopy of Uganda Reptile Village, the thick tropical air humming with bird-calls and distant rustles as the midday sun fought to assert dominance through the dense forest. As a herpetologist gently placed the cool, scaly body of a large African rock python around my shoulders. I froze. My breath hitched, a silent scream caught my throat as I embraced the massive python while my heart thundered like a drum in a storm. Then in that moment, staring into its steady, lidless eyes, I felt something shift in me. It wasn’t fear or hate that I felt anymore. It was awe…The scales felt cool, surprisingly smooth against my trembling arms. Its sheer weight was startling, its coils thick and powerful, but instead of the primal terror I expected, a strange calmness began to unfurl within me. This wasn’t the monster

 

of my childhood nightmares; this was a creature, magnificent and misunderstood that I was holding. A moment of reckoning is mine, right here at the Uganda Reptile Village, a place dedicated to changing perceptions, one brave hug at a time.

Uganda Reptile Village, tucked near Entebbe, is home to some of Uganda’s most misunderstood and mistreated creatures: snakes, crocodiles, monitor lizards, chameleons, and tortoises. Founded to protect and educate, it is a sanctuary not just for the crawlers, but for minds like mine. Ones twisted with inexplicable hate, inherited fear and baseless superstition. Many of these reptiles are endangered, hunted for their skins, meat, or simply killed out of fear. Their habitats are shrinking. My guide at the sanctuary, Lawrence, told me about rescuing snakes from burning bushes. People still believe these creatures are bad omens, curses, the literal embodiment of Lucifer. But spending time with them, I realized the only evil is our ignorance.

So, what brought me, a confirmed ophidiophobia, to Uganda Reptile Village, much less to embrace a python? It was a slow, reluctant journey, spurred by a growing fascination with conservation. The guides at the sanctuary were incredibly knowledgeable and patient, their passion for these creatures was infectious. They spoke of the various species, their unique adaptations, their vital roles in the ecosystem. I saw chameleons, their eyes swivelling independently, changing colours with astonishing speed as they danced across their branches like shy artists; monitor lizards, ancient and powerful, lazily basking in the sun with long forked tongues flicking in and out like Morse Code; crocodiles, prehistoric guardians of the waterways; and tortoises and terrapins, slow and steady, carrying the weight of centuries on their backs, their shells scratched from years of wandering. But snakes…snakes were the ultimate test, I observed them cautiously and at a distance, my expressions a mix of curiosity and fascination. My heart pounded, a frantic drumbeat against my ribs. Then came an offer, “Would you like to hold a python?”. My heart missed a beat. Every nerve of my being screamed “No!”, But a deeper, more resolute voice, one I hadn’t known I possessed, whispered, “Yes.”

As the handler gently draped the python over my outstretched arms, a wave of goosebumps washed over me, immediately followed by an intense surge of adrenaline. It was heavier than I anticipated, surprisingly muscular, a magnificent beast of muscle and primal instinct. Its cool scales, far from being slimy as I had always imagined, were dry and smooth, tactile pressed against my arm, a sensation both alien and utterly captivating. As it began to slowly coil around my arm, I felt its immense strength and weight-a true testament to its power. It wasn’t a violent constricting, but a gentle, deliberate embrace, a slow winding that spoke of incredible power held in check. I closed my eyes, trying to regulate my breathing. In that moment, I understood, on a visceral level, the indescribable feeling of how it hugs the life out of its prey. It wasn’t a brutal squeeze, but a gradual, inexorable tightening, a relentless assertion of dominance that slowly, surely, saps the breath, extinguishing life with a silent, powerful grace. This was not the evil I had imagined, but raw, untamed nature, a predator perfectly evolved for its role. And in that realization, a curious shift occurred within me. The abject terror began to recede, replaced by a profound sense of respect, even admiration. This creature, so perfectly designed, was simply existing, fulfilling its biological imperative.

Opening my eyes, I looked at the giant snake, truly looked at it, perhaps for the first time in my life. Its eyes, those same unblinking eyes that had once terrified me, now seemed intelligent, ancient, holding the wisdom of untold generations. There was no malice in them, only an animal’s quiet awareness. A smile, hesitant at first, then genuine, spread across my face. I was

 

holding a python. A shudder, not of fear but of awe, ran through me. This was it; the moment I confronted a terror that had plagued my nightmares since childhood,

This encounter at Uganda Reptile Village was more than just overcoming a personal phobia; it was an awakening to the crucial role reptiles play in our ecosystems. For too long, they have been demonized, seen as pests or threats, and this misconception has led to their widespread persecution and habitat destruction. Snakes, often hated, are vital predators, controlling rodent populations that can decimate crops and spread diseases. Without them, we would face an explosion of pests, leading to agricultural collapse and public health crises. Monitor lizards too are important scavengers, cleaning up carrion and preventing the spread of disease. Chameleons and other insectivorous reptiles keep insect populations in check, protecting plants and preventing outbreaks of agricultural pests. Crocodiles, often feared, are apex predators that maintain the health of aquatic ecosystems, ensuring balance in fish populations. Tortoises, slow but steady, play a critical role in seed dispersal, helping to regenerate forests and maintain biodiversity.

Despite their immense ecological value, reptiles worldwide, and particularly in Uganda, are facing unprecedented threats. Habitat loss due to deforestation, agriculture, and urbanization is shrinking their homes. Illegal wildlife trade, driven by demand for exotic pets, traditional medicine, and bushmeat, is decimating their populations. Persecution fuelled by fear and misunderstanding, leads to countless reptiles being needlessly killed. Many species are now endangered, their populations plummeting, pushing entire ecosystems out of balance.

“If children don’t grow up knowing about nature and appreciating it, they will not understand it. And if they don’t understand it, they won’t protect it. And if they don’t protect it, who will?” David Attenborough. Conserving reptiles isn’t just about protecting fascinating creatures; it’s about safeguarding the intricate web of life that sustains us all. When we lose a specie, we unravel a thread in that web, weakening its integrity and risking its collapse. The Uganda Reptile Village stands as a beacon of hope in this fight. It’s not just a home for rescued reptiles; it’s an educational center, a place where people can learn to appreciate these animals, understand their importance, and shed the prejudices that have long overwhelmed them. It’s a place where fear can transform into fascination, and ignorance into understanding.

The Uganda Reptile Village isn’t just saving reptiles, it’s shifting perceptions, inspiring a new generation of conservationists, and showing that even the deepest fears can be overcome through understanding and connection. My childhood nightmares have been replaced by a newfound respect.

My encounter with the python was a profound turning point. It shattered my deeply ingrained phobia and ignited a fierce passion for reptile conservation. I realized that my fear had been born of misunderstanding and that true appreciation comes from knowledge and proximity. Leaving the sanctuary, I wasn’t just less afraid, I was transformed, I carried a deep sense of belonging, knowing that conservation isn’t about keeping wild animals in cages, it’s about protecting the homes they come from. It’s about unlearning fear, replacing myths with knowledge, and choosing peaceful coexistence over destruction. Take a trip down the avenue of your deepest fear, look a snake in the eye. Feel the ancient rhythm of a python’s breath. Learn what these animals truly are, not monsters, not devils, but vital, wondrous threads in the web of life. For the first time, I looked beyond the scales and fangs. I saw beauty, I saw design.

DINAH KANSIIME